this song is about being strung out and in love...
lyrics
so, i’ve been wandering around this hell trying to find my peace, but i just get drunk and go to sleep, and i’ll admit that at times, i forgot your age. petulant and sleep deprived, this whole thing was a surprise, but you know that i lied to myself before i ever lied to you about the things i said that day. i think that is just because i refused to admit to myself that i really felt that way. don’t you know denial’s just another word for i don’t believe a fucking word i say? and i’m not quite sure just how i fell for you, and maybe it’s just because we were up for days. i think that it was just the meth talking, but when you said that you love me, i had to know if it was true. maybe it was more than fair ’cause i did more than pretend to care. as you lied there in my arms, i lied there lying to you… but on our final night, we cried and screamed during the fight that would put is in the place that we are now… i just pushed and pushed and pushed, and since i couldn’t shut my mouth, i went from sleeping on grace’s bed every night to on hope’s couch.
credits
from Turncoat Collective,
released January 16, 2013
Nick Macaulay - Guitar, Vocals, Harmonica
First time I have ever paid for a music download. Got here through recommendations from my Son. Raw and powerful, made me cry. Thank you for being creative with your emotions ❤️Ray Thompson (72 years young) 😊 raysax66
fell into Days n' Daze when I was travelling, thanks to some of my road dogs. I don't have that freedom anymore but I feel a piece of it Everytime I listen to their music. love y'all! thefool309